I know this is something that happens to every writer… one day you wake up and you seem completely dry, empty, you just don’t know what to talk about. This very rarely happens to me, running out of things to say. I can talk for France AND England like Craig says, but today France and England are completely empty of words…
The thing is that I have million of things going on in my head but I just don’t know how to organise my thoughts to translate them on the paper. I just find it hard to sit down and pluck the courage to do it… I am feeling very tired… I am exhausted. I don’t sleep well enough and wake up far too early. I feel drained of all my energy. Actually I don’t even know what energy means at the moment. Everything I do on a daily basis is just the result of constant repetition. I don’t need a clock; Elliott and Victor are my personal clocks. Like most mums I am mastering the art of packing more things in one hour than I ever thought would be possible.
Since the birth of both my babies, I have started suffering from post menstrual sydrom, or the “Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde syndrom” in my case, and right now this is my monthly appointment with this side of me…
Why am I writing this? Because I know you will understand. I know you have been in similar situation and maybe you are in it right now. Very soon I will be back up and normal again until then I might be a little bit quiet so please do like me still when I come back, it shouldn’t last long…
Friends
I am an optimist
London is burning...
Look at what I have done to myself!!
Am feeling exactly the same today. Can’t write for love nor money. Think I am going to give Blogging and Twitter a miss and run a hot bath instead…hope you feel better tomorrow x
Emily, thanks a lot for your message. I am feeling much better and I hope you do too! The sun is out again today, isn’t this great?